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*****Prologue*****
November 22, 1962
My mother once told
me to just run like a “dog on fire” if I ever found
myself anywhere near
the large boy. But now that he and I were
interviewing face to
face, his strong hand swathed strappingly around
my skinny eight
year-old neck, that option no longer served valid.
Don Shiner was his
name, a tall, plumpish assembled boy of only fourteen
years, yet a boy who
owned the city of
Northside
's most notorious
reputation. In a
large wooded area of town, my search for bottles -
each holding a
two-cent bounty - had accidentally brought me upon the
hovel habitat of the
boy. His abrupt arrival was of such promptness
that I never had the
opportunity to follow my mother‘s simple but wise
counsel. Just a
crack of a twig then a hand with cobra speed
encompassing my
neck.
“What are you
doing hanging round my property?” demanded the large boy.
“I'm sorry sir, I
promise, I didn't know anyone lived around here. I was
just looking for
bottles, I sell ‘them down at the pharmacy,” I cried
out, holding up two
empty soda bottles as quick evidence.
“Well someone does
live round here, look right over there,” he yelled,
squeezing my neck
harder and pointing my head in the direction of his
shabbily built hut.
“Please sir, just
turn me lose and I promise with my life that I'll
never come anywhere
near here again,” I pledged.
“Are you a part of
them punk-creep kids who's been sneaking round and
pegging my hideout
with rocks?” he growled, scarlet blood mounting to
his face.
“No sir, not me,
sir, I'm not even allowed to throw rocks,” I vowed.
“Alright,” he
finally said, at last releasing my neck but pulling a
large six-inch knife
from his belt. “But if I ever catch you round my
camp again it's
gonna be...Swish!”
I felt the large
blade rush just inches from my tear-spilled face. I
turned and ran like
the wind, thankful that I had miraculously escaped
the black fury of
Don Shiner with my life intact. To my backside I
could hear the
fading voice of the large boy roaring in laughter.
*****Part 1*****
Attached to my aged
but faithful Schwinn Flyer where three large baskets
which I used to
carry the overwhelming load of my daily soda bottle
roundup. One basket
had been placed in front of the handlebars while
the other two sat
astride the rear fender. Oftentimes, the bike would
be so overloaded
that it wobbled dangerously to and fro making it near
impossible to steer.
I pulled behind Mr. Smith's pharmacy and carefully
began unloading my
entire afternoon collection into large wooden
creates. Mr. Smith,
stood over me, methodically counting each bottle
then noting the
amount into his ledger book. Once finished, I followed
him inside where he
generously forked over the bounty. Today was a good
day; fifty bottles
at two cent each brought an entire dollar. The new
bike that I had my
eye on was $62.00 and I'd already stashed away
nearly $37.00. What
started out as just a dream was now becoming an
unbelievable
reality. At this rate, just twenty-five more days of
collecting and I'd
be on my new bike by Christmas!
Under my spinning,
worn-out tires, the crimson leaves swirled and spun
in a dance. The cold
autumn wind burned lightly yet refreshing across
my face. Meandering
from nearby chimneys was the rustic sweet smell of
wood smoke blending
with the appetizing aroma of evening meals being
prepared. I hastened
my speed, and lost myself in a dream of riding
soon upon my new
bicycle. Suddenly as I rounded a corner, I hit my
brakes, sending me
to a fast and grinding halt. My heart dug in deep.
Before my eyes, I
found myself staring into the large frame of Don
Shiner again!
He was on the ground
and struggling with an old broken down bicycle.
Lying beside the
bike was a huge pile of neatly rolled newspapers. This
time, I felt I owned
the advantage, knowing well that my Flyer and I
could disappear like
a ghost should the need arise. I passed slowly by
him trying to
determine the nature of his mechanical problem.
Apparently the chain
had slipped free and Shiner was pulling hard,
desperately trying
to re-track it.
“That happens to
my bike all the time. You're going to need a pair of
pliers to pull it
back on,” I told him, sounding as if I'd been in the
bicycle repair
business all my life.
Shiner glanced a
double look up at me. “Oh no crap, kid, and do you
happen to see a pair
of pliers just conveniently lying around? By the
way, ain't you that
little kid that I caught a few days ago hanging
round my camp?”
“Yeah, that was
me,” I admitted in a small voice.
Shiner looked back
at the stubborn, greasy chain and strung out a long
chain of obscenities
to it. “So, just who are you, kid?”
“Tad,” I told
him. “Tad Mitchell,”
“Tad?“ he
laughed. “What kind of a dumb-ass name is that?”
I shrugged my
shoulders, my feelings somewhat trotted. “I don't know,
it's just a name I
guess.”
“Well, if I don't
get these newspapers delivered on time I'm gonna be
fried meat,“ he
said in genuine frustration.”
I spun my bike
around, telling Shiner I would return quickly with some
tools. Ten minutes
passed when I slid to a quick arrest in front of the
boy. “Here,” I
said, handing him a pair of pliers and a large
screwdriver. He
glanced at me in admiration. I held the rear portion of
the chain with the
screwdriver while Shiner pulled hard with the pliers
on the front
section. On the first attempt the chain went smoothly
around the teething
fitting perfectly into place.
“Hey, thanks, kid,
that worked great.” He began to give me a
congratulate pat but
his grease-soaked hand stopped just short. “Oh
crap, I can't
deliver these papers like this,” he grumbled.
I walked over to my
bike and handed him a large jar of water as well as
my mother's
dishwashing soap. “Wow, you really thought of everything
kid,” he said
while scrubbing hard with the soap. I poured the water
over his hands while
he rinsed them fairly clean.
“Sorry I made fun
of your name, kid.”
“It's ok, I think
I was named after an ancestor who fought in the Civil
War.”
“Oh yeah,” he
asked curiously, “Which side?”
“The South,” I
returned.
“Well, he must
have been a decent man if he was a Reb,” stated Shiner,
giving me a
noteworthy wink.”
As I helped Shiner
load all the newspapers back into his wire baskets an
idea came to me.
“Say, sir, would you like if I helped you deliver
these?“ I asked.
“Shiner glanced at
his watch. "You ever delivered newspapers before,
kid?” he queried.
“No sir, but it
couldn't be any worse than collecting bottles,” I
replied.
“Well, I can't pay
you anything.”
“That's alright
sir, I don't mind.”
“Ok, I'll let you
try it, but only under one condition; that you'll stop
calling me sir. I'm
only fourteen and my name is Don.”
“It's a deal,” I
mocked, “If you'll stop calling me kid, I'm only eight
and my name is
Tad.”
Don and I shook with
assertive hand to finalize the agreement.
*****
My first day in the
career of a paperboy went rather smoothly on that
chilly afternoon in
1962. Don was a fine instructor and under his
careful wing of my
apprenticeship he revealed the ends and outs of the
profession. My only
real miscue of the day was sailing one of the
papers slightly off
target resulting in a crashing flowerpot. After
that, Don
quarantined my deliveries to the driveways. Even with that
constraint, I still
manage to lose a few in the bushes.
After all fifty
papers were delivered, we pulled upon another large
stack sitting along
a secluded street corner. The Evening Times had
apparently delivered
these papers by truck. Don explained that there
were four legs to
the route, each consisting of fifty papers for each
leg making a grand
total of two hundred. He cut the taunt brown string
with his large
knife, the same knife that came only inches to my face
just days earlier.
He then handed me a large ball of blue rubber bands
and we sat at the
curb rolling the next fifty. I took the right side of
the street while Don
posted the left. It suddenly came to me that here
I was, only an eight
year old kid, helping out the toughest, most
feared boy in town.
I thought of the older boys at school, the ones who
were always pushing
me around. I only wished they could see me now.
Once the route was
finished we both headed back in the direction that we
had started. I
looked at the sky and saw only a sliver of fading light
hanging low in the
west. The route had taken us several miles from
home. About halfway
back Don stopped and told me he was taking a
shortcut the rest of
way.
“Thanks, Tad for
helping out. I could've never gotten those papers
delivered on time
without your help” he told me earnestly .
“Ah, it was
nothing,” I said, feeling the favor belonged to me. “Care if
I help you out
tomorrow, I mean I can help you everyday if you like.”
A thoughtful look
came in his eyes. “Tell, you what Tad, if you're
willing to help me
everyday, I might just have an idea how I could pay
you, but it means
giving up your bottle collecting in the afternoons.”
“Sure thing!”
This is a hundred times easier,” I cried out.
“Great, come to my
place tomorrow afternoon around four and I'll tell
you about my plan.
I'll need to talk with the newspaper to get it
approved.”
I stood under the
muted street light with a bewildered face. “Sure, I'll
come, but...where do
you live?”
“At my camp in the
woods, do you remember how to get there?”
“Yeah I
remember,” I told him, “But don't you have a real home, I mean,
with a mom and dad
and all? I thought your camp was a place where you
just fooled
around.”
“No,” Don
replied, “My camp is my home. I've never had any parents, at
least any that I can
remember. Look, it's sort of a long story, ok?”
I wanted to keep the
question alive but something told me it was time to
back off. I rode
away into an icy wind that ripped bluntly at my body.
I glanced up at a
totally blacken sky. I had never stayed out this late
and I knew I was in
for some real trouble.
As I had expected,
the first person I met as I walked through the front
door was my dad, a
rather hefty size man adorning a large middle-age
spread. Baggy eyes
drooped heavy behind his small round spectacles
illustrating the
obvious signs of premature aging. He pointed a harsh
finger into the
outside darkness then exploded. “Where the mother-hell
have you been!”
“I'm sorry, Dad, I
was out collecting and delivering,“ I answered,
trying to stretch
the truth as far as possible.
Mom soon entered the
scene of the crime, her face not as mad as Dad's
but nevertheless
carrying the worn expression of concern and
frustration. “You
had us both worried sick Tad. In fact we were just
getting ready to
call the police,” she said feebly, tears beginning to
outline her eyes.
“Eat your supper
and go straight to bed,” roared Dad with a voice that
demanded only
silence on my part. “And if I ever catch you out this
late, your bottle
collecting days will be permanently over.”
Lying on my bed, I
starred up into the white textured ceiling and
reflected hard on
Don Shiner. He was only fourteen, and even though
that particular age
seemed a lifetime away, I'd never known any boy
that age who didn't
at least have a home and some sort of a parent. I
closed my eyes and
listened as the cold outside wind rattled at the
windows. The coming
of winter was harshly making it's presence known. I
felt the warm air
from the furnace enfold me. Then I envisioned Don
lying in that
miserably cold shack probably with little or no food.
Tomorrow, I vowed,
would be a day I would get some answers.
*****Part 2*****
Upon entering Don's
camp I noticed he was seated outside at an old
rusted table. In in
his hands was a small block of wood that he was
painstakingly
carving with the use of an odd shaped instrument. As I
sat down he glanced
over at me.
“Glad you could
make it, little guy.”
I sat in silence
watching him carefully slice fine segments from the
block. “What's
that going to be?” I finally asked.
“A pitching wild
stallion,” he returned. “Do you like horses Tad?”
“Sure, but I've
never been on one.”
“Neither have I
but I think they're the most magnificent animal on
earth,” said Don,
while squinting an eye and holding the block up to a
bright chilly sky.
“I talked with Mr. Anderson at the newspaper today,
he's my boss,” Don
continued. “I asked if he would allow me to add
another fifty papers
to the route and he agreed. He was just a little
worried about
getting that many papers delivered on time. That's when I
told him I had a
helper. Now here's the deal Tad; if you agree to help
with all 250 papers
you can keep the money from the extra fifty.
That'll give you
about seven dollars a week. Do you think you can
handle it?”
I gulped deep then
spilled out in joy. “You bet,” I cried. “That's
almost three dollars
more than I make collecting soda bottles on a good
week.” I reached
over the table and we both shook on the deal. Then my
head dropped low as
something occurred to me. “The only problem is, I
really got in
trouble last night for getting home so late.”
Don began carving on
the block of wood again, his mind deep in
contemplation. “We
just got off to a late start yesterday and besides,
we can always start
at the very end of the route and work our way back
to this area. That
way you'll be home long before dark.”
As I shook my head
in agreement, Don stood up then motioned for me to
follow him into his
tattered shack. “Come on, there's something I want
to show you
inside.”
The shack was dark
and dismal; yielding little light with the exception
of two cutouts in
the wall that could be opened or closed by means of a
small swinging door.
Don lighted a large lantern that cast a bright
flicker of
illumination throughout the room. In the center of the shack
sat another rusted
table and a single chair. To the far right I saw
what looked to be an
old mattress on the floor with several worn-thin
blankets. On the
back wall were a few makeshift shelves that held a
dozen or so of
large, hefty books.
“You must like
reading?“ I remarked, pointing to the books.
“I sure do. Those
are all library books. I don't go to school anymore,
but I still try to
stay up with things.” Alongside the books was
another self that
held four of Don's completed woodcarvings. I walked
up for closer
inspection.
“That's what I
wanted to show you,“ Don said. “Take ‘em down, they won't
break.” I carried
all four to the table and began closely examining
them under the
bright yellow glow of the lantern.
The first figure was
that of an elegant dolphin that appeared to be
leaping gracefully
from the sea. The second carving was that of a horse
in a heaving gallop,
it‘s cowboy rider hunkered low in the saddle. The
third of Don's works
was a beautiful soaring eagle in flight. The
details were
unbelievably fine and required perfect vision to see every
single carved
feather on that magnificent bird.
“Don, these are
just super-duper,” I told him, my mouth hanging wide
open in delight.
“How do you do this?”
“It's easy,” Don
replied modestly. “I just follow the lines.”
I picked up the
unfinished block of wood and stared into it. “I don't
see any lines,” I
remarked with a puzzled face.
“I guess everyone
can't see 'em. When I was little I could see the lines
even in a glob of
clay. I could create the slickest stuff. When I was
in fifth grade my
teacher bought me these special carving tools. I
couldn't afford to
pay her back so I carved an apple for her desk,”
laughed Don. “She
told me it was the most beautiful present anyone had
ever given her.”
We sat for a few
moments in silence, then I looked up to Don and asked
bluntly, “Why
don't you have a mom or dad?”
Don probed my eyes
deeply then he handed me the last carving. I looked
at it closely and
noticed it also displayed the same beautiful details
of a master artist.
It was a sculpture of a small boy and girl who
portrayed a
terrifying look to their eyes. Their arms stretched
heavenly as if
begging for divine intervention.
“I never knew my
father,” Don rejoined. “He left before I was even born.
I barely remember my
mother. I think I was about three when she left.”
“What happened to
her?” I asked, barely audible
“She abandoned
me,” he said in heavy sigh.
“You mean she just
ran away or something?”
“She took me to
one of those large supermarkets and led me to the toy
isle. She told me I
could have anything I wanted if I didn't leave. I
kept waiting and
waiting but she never came back. Finally I got really
scarred and started
running up and down the isles. I remember screaming
and yelling out her
name but she.... The next thing I remember was
riding away in the
back seat of a police car. They took me to this big
house with lots of
other kids. They called it a foster home.” I didn't
stay there long,
maybe a few months. They kept moving us around from
house to house and
maybe it was a good thing. Foster homes are nothing
but a living
hell.”
“Why?” I asked,
“do they treat the kids mean?”
“Well you see Tad;
these foster parents get paid for each child that
they care for.
They're suppose to use most of the money for the
children, but they
don't. They'll take in as many kids as possible,
then keep all the
money themselves. The kids live dirt poor and starve
half the time. But
that's not the worst of it. If you complain or make
threats to tell
someone, they'll give you a good beatin' and even
threaten your life.
When you were moved, you never knew if you'd end up
in a home even worse
than the one you were leaving. When I was seven I
had this friend
named Andy. He was only five and was always getting the
belt because he wet
the bed. One night I heard him really getting a
trouncing over in
the next bedroom. He was screaming like I'd never
heard 'em before. I
could hear the belt ripping hard right into his
skin. Then
everything just went quite. After that I only heard the
voices from the
adults. They sounded like they were sort of shouting at
each another. But
not one peep from that little kid. That's the last
time I ever saw Andy
again. They told us they moved him to another home
but I never believed
‘em. I think they did something really bad to that
little boy.”
I continued to study
the small figurine of the weeping children. “You
made this carving
for all those foster kids didn't you Don?”
The large boy slowly
shook his head. “I call it the “The Forgotten
Angels” because
these kids are totally forgotten by the rest of the
world.”
“So what happened
to you, I mean how did you get out on your own?” I
asked hesitantly.
“About six months
ago I was living in this home with about five other
kids. All ages you
know. There was this girl, Sara, who was about my
age and we sort of
had a crush on each other. Well, one night we were
all sitting round
the table eating dinner. The adults, of course, had
all the good stuff.
We were eating soup and peanut butter sandwiches
and maybe some other
junk. Anyway, Sara made some off-the-wall remark
about what the
adults were eating. That's when Ted Jacobs, our foster
father, came round
the table and smacked Sara hard across the face. I
guess all those
years of frustration just blew-up in me that night. I
leaped on Ted and
got him to the floor. I beat him with my fist as hard
as I could. I think
if everyone hadn't pulled me off, I would have
killed him right
there. I grabbed my stuff, bought a bus ticket and
never looked
back.”
I handed Don all of
his carvings and he began carefully lining them up
on the dusty self.
“Some of the older boys at my school said that you
cut out the hearts
of three little kids up here.”
Don put his hands
over his face and muttered, “Tad, do you really
believe that I did
something like that?”
“No,” I shot
back with determined tone.
“Those kids taunt
the hell out of me just cause I'm different. I don't
have a sweet and
warm little life like they do, so they try to make me
into some kinda
monster. They sneak round here trying to trash my camp
and steal what
little food I have. They don't know nothing about the
other side of life.
They're just a bunch of little punky-pinkies.”
“How about the
police? Why don't you tell them about these boys?”
“Right,” Don
sputtered. “If I do that, I'll end up back in another
foster home.”
There's only one person with the police who I trust and
that's officer
Rosella. He knows I live out here, we've talked a lot
about foster homes.
In fact he lived in one himself. He knows what a
hellhole they are
and he promised not to tell on me. He's really a
slick guy, brings me
stuff too, like extra food and supplies. I think
he's kinda worried
about what I'm going to do with my life. He's always
bugging me about it.
I told him I'd do anything but go back to another
foster home. That
part of my life is over. Well anyway, Tad, what are
you planning do with
your life?”
I thought for a long
moment then shrugged my shoulders. “I don't know.
My dad's a TV
repairman; he's always talking about me working with him
someday.”
“Well, that
respectable work, I guess. But me, I ain't gonna graze
around with the
other sheep, I'm gonna really make something of myself.
Before I left the
home, I was the best hitter on my baseball team.
Coach said I could
easily play in the big leagues if I put my mind to
it. I think when
spring comes, I going to
Florida
. You know, that's
where all the big
teams hold spring training. I gonna go round to every
one of ‘em and ask
for a try-out. I guess I'll have to lie about my age
if that's what it
takes.”
I looked at Don's
huge body realizing he wouldn't need to do much
convincing to that
effect. “So, what happens if baseball doesn't work
out?” I asked.
Don walked to the
open door and stared out into the cold afternoon
light. With dark,
blank eyes he began talking as if no one were in the
room but himself.
“You wanna know something? You live your whole life,
say seventy, eighty
years, then you die. A hundred years later, no one
even remembers that
you existed. All that life...just wasted. But that
ain't gonna happen
to me. Even if I don't make it in baseball, I'm
gonna keep trying,
keep working at it. I'm gonna do something so
spectacular that
I'll be remembered for the rest of all time. No one
will ever forget the
name of “Donald Justin Shiner.” And that, my
little friend, is a
genuine promise.”
Walking up to Don, I
placed my small hand up to his massive shoulder. “I
really hope you do
it Don, if anyone deserves it, it's you.”
“Thanks,” he
said, lightly patting my back. “But right now, first things
first, let's get
those newspapers delivered.”
*****Part 3*****
The cold days of
winter passed casually on their own accord. My paperboy
apprenticeship
turned to mastery after only a few short weeks. I had
learned to ease my
newspapers to their desired fate like a future hall
of fame pitcher. The
cold winter dragged slowly. Many days Don and I
were forced to walk
the entire route on ice tormented streets. Days
turned to weeks and
weeks to months and the season rolled on. Soon the
first breath of
spring crested from a frozen landscape. The air became
warm and lively.
Slowly, the master of life unbounded it's covered
kindred and the
world stirred from a glacial slumber.
Over the last four
months I had saved over $100, combining this with my
bottle collecting
money, I owned the unbelievable amount that was close
to $140. I pulled
the entire large wad of crinkled money from my pocket
and handed it all to
Don Shiner.
The day hadn't gone
well for Don. Just hours earlier, he had met me in a
panic along the
street. Officer Rosella had just finished paying him a
visit. Don was
informed that the city police had learned his identity
and were planning
his arrest for the assault on Ted Jacobs. Now instead
of returning to
another foster home, Don was destined for someplace
even worse; the
county juvenile detention center. The large boy had
already gathered his
scant few belongings, packing them into a worn
suitcase that
Rosella had given him. The officer had also purchased for
Don a single one-way
bus ticket to
Miami
.
“I'm not taking
your money Tad, you've worked too hard for it. Besides,
I know how much
you've been talking about that new bike.“ he said while
handing all my money
back.
I took the cash and
threw it to the sidewalk just in front of his feet.
The warm spring air
gusted a few of the bills into the street and Don
went scurrying after
them. Suddenly I had lost all interest in a new
bike. He stood
looking down at me with eyes that reflected every hour
of his abysmal life.
Strong, long arms smothered around me, his embrace
tender for such a
large boy. I felt a quiver run through me knowing
that Don's new
journey was carrying him into a future that held little
certainly and only a
breath of hope.
Don hesitantly
slipped my money into his pocket. Opening the aged
suitcase, he pulled
out the carving of the two weeping children. “Of
all my carvings,
this is my favorite. It would mean a lot if you kept
it safe for me?”
I timidly took the
carving and placed it into my bicycle basket. The
green rabbit's foot
hanging from my handlebars caught my eye and I
unhooked it and held
it out to Don. The large boy broke into a light
emotional laugh.
“It's not for good
luck, it's my wishing foot,” I explained. “Whenever I
really want
something that I know I can never have, I close my eyes
then squeeze it and
make the wish.”
“Has it ever
worked?” Don asked.
“No, not
really.” I replied, shaking my head and studying the ground.
“Well maybe you
just didn't have enough faith in yourself,” Don
returned, taking the
rabbit's foot and giving me one last hug. “I'd
better go, or I'm
gonna miss my bus."
He jumped on his
bike then placed a large hand on my head. “You wanna
know something Tad?
I think you were the best friend I ever had.”
Immediately my eyes
began to burn.
Through swimming
vision I watched as he rode away, the tattered suitcase
swinging awkwardly
from side to side. I never saw Don Shiner again.
*****Part 4*****
April 17th 2002
I aimed my curser
and double clicked the left mouse button then watched
impatiently as my
computer slowly materialized a blank white screen.
Only seconds awaited
before my desired page flashes before my eyes.
Within that small
instant of linger, great leaps of memory infiltrates
a time almost forty
years earlier. I had ran across the site almost two
years ago by means
of a simple search engine. Modern technology had at
last reunited me
with Don Shiner.
A dispelling voice
rings heavy in my head. I try to dismiss it but it
follows me like a
haunted guest. Something of soul or sprit keeps me
returning to this
aberrant site. Or maybe something of my own desire to
keep alive.
The small carving of
the weeping children rest just above my computer
and I reach up with
heavy hand and touch it fondly. Each time that my
hand comes in
company with it, I hear those long ago words of a boy
with a disparate
cry:
“”I'm gonna do
something so spectacular that I'll be remembered for the
rest of all time. No
one will ever forget the name of “Donald Justin
Shiner.” And that
my little friend is a genuine promise.”
The screen rolls
forward and my heart sinks in deep. Yes Don, you have
achieve your
immortality and remembrance, as long as this nation keeps
its honor and
promise. You will always be there with pride and dignity,
and forever amongst
the world's very best.
The screen adjusts
into total focus and on this day which rejoices his
54th birthday, I
read:
______________________________________________________
In Memory of Private
Donald Justin Shiner
Let us not forget
Private Donald Justin Shiner, casuality of the
Vietnam
War. As a member of
the Army, Selective Service, PVT Shiner served our
country until
March 23rd, 1968
in
Quang Tri
,
South Vietnam
. He was 19
years old and was
not married. Donald died from enemy artillery fire.
His body was
recovered. Donald was born on
April 17th, 1948
in
Lynchburg
,
Virginia
.
PVT Shiner is on
panel 33W, line 045 of the Veterans Memorial Wall in
Washington
D.C.
He served our country for less than a year.
_______________________________________________________
Think about the
light in your eyes Think about what you should know
Thered be no sadness
in the world If everybody joined in the show
-Cat Stevens
******The End******
IMPORTANT NOTES FROM
THE AUTHOR OF THIS STORY:
Please Read
1. Under no
circumstances is this story discrediting the foster child
program of this
country. It is a wonderful program that places children
with no other
alternatives into wonderful caring arms. My wife and I
are giving loving
care to two foster children ourselves. In this day
and age, foster care
is exceedingly regulated and assures that all
children live in a
safe and compassionate environment, free from abuse
and neglect. I
realize that some children may fall through the cracks,
but overall, the
program is foremost to anything like it in the world.
But this wasn't
always the case. When experimental foster care first
became reality in
the 1940's and 50's many children lived like
unwanted, abused
animals. Their lives were a living nightmare from day
to day. I know
firsthand, because I lived in a dozen or so of these
horror homes for
most of my early childhood. Thank God for modern times
and for the people
who really care. Please consider taking in a foster
child yourself if
your life conditions permit, there's nothing more
gratifying.
2. The
Vietnam
Memorial Wall, located in
Washington
,
D.C.
serves two
primary principles
in my opinion. One, is a remembrance to the 58,000
young men and woman
who so gallantly gave their lives for what they
thought was a
patriotic purpose. The Wall is also a reminder that this
nation shall never
again give up their most prized and spirited young
citizens for a
government with a such a mislaid agenda. There upon that
wall of death, is
just not etched names but rather real lives, once
lives with hopes and
dreams of a bright future. May we never forget
these young men and
woman. They forfeited their youthful blood without
reason or question.
And let us also remember the survivors of this
horrid war. The
one's who returned home in disgrace and to see a nation
turn its back on
them.
3. You can visit the
same website as I mentioned in the story. Once you
are there, scroll to
the bottom of the page and pick any letter A-Z.
The database of over
58,000 names and profiles are listed. This site is
absolutely
mind-boggling when you experience the utter waste of human
life.
The
Vietnam
Memorial Wall:
http://tanaya.net/vmw/index2.html
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